Monday, August 14, 2006, 10:39 PM
haiz..today papers..quite fed up with it la...well,morning eng paper 1 still quite ok...i did write more den wad i normally write..and the topic still quite manageable la...so not much comments abt it....
wad get me real worked up is the 2nd paper, maths paper 1, gosh...my brain is mal-functioning..the paper was still ok...only a few questions i got problems..BUT..jus when i hand in my paper n got out of the room...that i actually made lots of careless mistake ! argh ! those i 100% noe hw to do de all end up do wrong, and i didnt realise it till i left the examination hall...gosh! wad am i doing?! im jus so fed up la...idiotic brain..why jus cannot tink properly at the exam moment...? only after the paper....haiz..
realli disappointed la...my only 2 subjects which got hope to get a1 , emaths n chinese all buang le la...the leftover papers will be even worse le lor..especially chemisty ! argh ! so de-moralising la....well,after the papers, in the afternoon,my mood was not that gd la jus cuz of the stupid maths paper....haiz..wish to find someone to go out relax awhile or wad..but who is free? sian..end up went home lor...look at 4 walls den fell aslp..woke up at evening time...tml eng paper 2 n ss....haiz..i still dun have the mood to study lor..why am i jus so slack ?! i realli hate myself la...why cant i jus be abit hardworking ? sianz...
anw..today duno why not feeling quite well leh,morning till now in fact,my stomach feel so weird...den legs were super tired la..if today no paper i sure take mc stay at home rest de lor...and somemore after the papers,i got serious headache...sian la..well,wad can i say? tis is life....jus when will the things on my mind come true ? haiz..who knows? i may jus die the next morning...no one can predicts life..all i can say..these 2 yrs of my life is realli realli bad...jus hope for the better to come soon ba..i had suffered quite alot already.....well, i may seem happy on the outside..
who will be there with me when im down? who will be there to share joy with me when im happy? haiz..tinking too much agn =.= shall stop....go study for ur prelims MR PEH !! argh !
